It's been 3 years since I stopped being an idol, and I've been married for 3 years. ``The group I was in didn't prohibit romantic relationships, but when I found out that I was pregnant with a child with my girlfriend's husband...I left the group immediately (bitter smile).'' Rin Furumura, 28. She has been active in the entertainment industry for 9 years, including the last idol group she was in. She has continued to work hard in secret, dreaming of blossoming on a glittering stage. She has appeared in dramas, commercials, and movies, and has also held the titles of TV reporter and beauty pageant finalist, and is now a proud mother of one child. She wondered how much of her background she should reveal. She said, ``It might be a shock for her old fans to know...but I'll do it.''