``I've always had a complex about being a virgin.'' Due to my shy personality and the fact that I'm not good with men, I've lived for 40 years without ever having the chance to meet a man. That thought had crossed my mind, but after I turned 40, my ``sexual desire,'' which had been repressed until now, suddenly began to bubble up. I really don't want to end up as a woman with this complex. I want to gain some confidence in myself! I want to eliminate this accumulated sexual desire! With that in mind, I decided to appear in an AV myself in order to graduate from virginity! [*There may be discrepancies in the image, sound, and sound, but