In the spring of my second year at university, when I was 19 years old, I had sex for the first time with my first boyfriend and it didn't feel good at all. This showed in his attitude, and he became disillusioned and was dumped. This caused her a lot of trauma, and even though she wasn't very active in the first place, she became even more involved in her love life. Although she was interested in him, she lost confidence and became anxious, wondering, ``Will he not feel my body?'' At that time, yesterday