``The guy I'm dating is a masochist, and I'm also a masochist, so I want him to fulfill my desires as well,'' Mai says earnestly. She is a very beautiful and transparent beauty. It's only natural that a masochistic boyfriend would be happy to be attacked by such a beautiful person. If she wants me to blame her, as a man I would be happy to blame her, but she doesn't want to be blamed by her boyfriend.