I couldn't get the managing director's words out of my head, ``I'll be back tomorrow.'' There wasn't a day that went by that I didn't vow never to make that mistake again. However, when I was told that it was to help my husband...I was numb both physically and mentally and had no choice but to accept him. One day, after a week had passed since I continued to commit sins day after day, I started asking for naughty things.