If I hold back...Will my beloved mother be happy if my father-in-law holds me? The person her mother remarried was her homeroom teacher when she was in middle school...and she had a creepy look in his eyes that she didn't like. What my father-in-law really wanted over the course of three years was not the love from her mother or a home, but my body. ``You don't want to make me sad, right? Don't you understand?'' As soon as we were alone, he attacked me by force and impregnated me.