``I really didn't want to do it... but there was a reason I had to do it...'' One day, my happy life with my husband changed completely. Shortly after we moved into her new house, her husband quit his job due to poor health, and I chose to work at night to support our family. One day, after enduring many difficult days, I met Kuroda, the teacher who sexually harassed me when I was a student, at a hotel. Pretending not to notice me at first